Bittersweet

Well, blogger BROKE the day James was... Well, eliminated. But I'm glad to see it up and running again! =3
The whole weekend, I blamed myself. I was sick-ish on Wednesday, so I was sleeping. I then woke up, because in my dream, I was having a food fight, and then some wrestler got on the table and Shouts:
"AMERICAN IDOL! WHOO! HELL YEAH!"
And THAT reminded me to wake up and watch, because wrestling is James's FAVORITE.
So I rushed downstairs and turned on the tv to channel 11, which, in my city, is FOX. But it was like, breaking in or something when I got down, and I didn't see his number! >=( GRR!
I blamed myself because I didnt vote my usual 30 times (a superfan, aren't I?). I felt like I let him down, I let all the fans down. But I saw his twitter page, and OH GOD! He looked all happy and he was on a talk show (i saw his pictures) and he felt relieved to come home.
So what he didn't have the glorious "come home for a day" thingy? I'm sure everyone welcomed him more than all the others combined. After seeing this, I felt happier, and relieved. James, you have taken Idol to places it's never gone before, and you left a print in all of our hearts. =) We (the fans) will never forget you.
PEACE, LOVE, JAMES, WELCOME HOME. =)